So Very Sorry for Your Loss  / Melissa Eiler (Visitor~Daughter of Irwin & Renee Eiler )

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Seeing You  / Carla (Mom)
Shawntae, we went to camping with your Aunties and there was a girl there that reminded me of you.  This was the first time that I have seen anyone, besides your brother, that reminded me of you.  She has a lot of your mannerisms and from far away, I could see you.     I could close my eyes and pretend for a moment.

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To Shawntae,  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )
Shawntae not one day has passed that you have not been in my head. It has been two years and I still miss u as if it was yesterday. It hasn't got that much easier without u because everything just reminds me of u. People told me as time went on the pain would slowly go away but Shawntae it hasn't. I love u with all my heart and would still do anything to have u back here with us. I can't believe anyone who would think i had something to do with it or that I knew something  That makes me so sad when people tell me about the rumors that went on at Valley around the time everything happened. I mean like it wasn't already hard enough?You mean so much to me. Shawntae I love u ok and nothing, ever will change that. I know we both know the truth that nothing was said to me. Yes everyone might have thought that because we did talk that night but not for long. U said u would call me right back and never did. I would give anything in the world to hear your voice one last time or give you one last hug. Shawntae I'd do anythin to be able to talk to u and look into your eyes as u always understood me, like how no one else can. I'm praying for u Shawntae I LOVE U SO MUCH 
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I miss you  / Desiree Reynolds (Child hood best friend )
Shawntae i miss you sooooo much. I hate that we lost touch i remeber all the slumber partys we had growing up. I love you soo much and i hope to see you again one day. Love you always
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY  / Sierra Chavez (sister cousin )

hey shawntae aka chicken head meber i use to call u that and after every e-mail i would put a chicken next to ur name lol inside joke  its me i havent wrote 2 in ahwhile. i miss u so much sometimes i feel i should be sader than i am i havent cryed for u in a long time i dont know if that is normal me and u were so close iv miss do things with u. happy last 16th birthday i know u were looking foward to that day for a long time but i know u had fun where ever u are i was looking foward to it 2. remember when me and u were fighting at grandmas house and u pushed me off the end of the couch and i knocked over the plants and grandma chased us and push our noses up that was funny. also remeber when i toke u 2 hinkle and we played games all day long,. oh here is my favortie remeber when we went bowling and u through the ball and it landed in the guter but bounced back and u got a strick that was crazy oh cuz i miss u so much everytime i go over it is just so empty with out u running to me like u always did i miss ur hugs ur laugh and everything about u they way u said my name i swear no could say it like u it was just diffrent the way u would say it well i better let u go know i know u have tones more letters to read i love and miss u more than anything .
love always you sister 
sierra chavez

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Happy Sweet 16.......  / Antionette Candelaria

Happy Birthday Tae.  I know that you are in a beautiful place and I know you are shining down on all your family a friends.  I just want to say to Carla, Patrick and PJ that our prayers are always with you guys especially on hard days like today....  I also want you guys to know that Tae was truly a blessing to anyone who had the pleasure of coming into contact with her......  She definatly had purpose......


  Love,
Antionette, Dominique, 
Mikayla & Marisa

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Happy Birthday!!!!  / Teresa Chavez (Cousin)

  Happy Happy Birthday Cousin!!!!!!!!  

I know all the angels are celebrating with you!  Today we light a candle for you, and pray for today was the day that an angel was born.

With lots of love,

Cousin Teresa, Angie, Dora, Lisa, and Yvonne

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God Bless You  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )
Hey Shawntae this is for you. I just wanted to remind u that I love u with all my heart. God Bless you and your family.

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We All Miss You Dearly Tae  / Cara Baca (A Buddy )

Hey Tae,
We all miss so much!!! We wish you could come back on earth with us but all I know is we'll see you in heaven some day!!! So I hope everyone is doing really well!! And Tae we love with all our hearts!!! Every day Tae seems so hard to go through my school and wondering if you walked through this hall!!! And if your there walking beside me..... But all I know is your with everyone at the same time so I love you Tae!!! Ttyrs (talk to you really soon)!!! I'll keep writing to you Tae!!!!  God Bless You and All Tae's Family,Visitors,and Friends!!! I love you all and you too Tae!!

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Still Missing You  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )
Dear Tae, I still miss you as if it happened yesterday.I had a dream about you the other night it was a very long dream.It made me miss u even more Shawntae people think its not hard anymore but it is. You are always on my mind and theres not one day that goes by that I dont think of you still. Sometimes I will go on walks to places we used to bring a candle and a picture of you sit there and pray. Or I'll go to my church the one your funeral was held at and go and talk to you. But i always end up crying. I reallly love you k and I dont want you to forget that.I love your family dearly and hope they are going ok. Carla I'm sorry i havent went over there in a while its just its hard. But you and your family are still in my prayers. I hope you guys are doing better. Just know your daughter meant alot to me in that amount of time I knew her. She always knew how to make me happy when I was sad or how to fix what I was going through. She would always tell me she could help me because she understood me. She was an angel from above and still is. She is such a great person and I know she is watching over all of us. I LOVE YOU SHAWNTAE WITH ALL MY HEART    Close

I still miss you!!  / Antionette Perea (Best Friend )
HEY TAE! IT HAS BEEN HARD HERE WITHOUT YOU BUT I TRY TO KEEP MY HEAD UP! I WISH I CAN SEE YOUR FACE ONE MORE TIME! I STARTED BOXING NOW FOR MY ANGER MANAGEMENT. IT IS OK! BUT I'M GOING TO MOVE THIS SUMMER. MY BOYFRIEND GOT US A HOUSE OUT IN cLOVIS BUT I STILL GO TO YOUR GRAVE EVERY OTHER WEEKEND NO MATTER WHAT! I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SEE ME SUCCEED IN EVERYTHING I TOLD YOU I WAS GOING TO! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART TAE AND YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS! YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! I LOVE YOU!!! Close

I had a dream one night  / Cara Baca (friend)
One night i had a dream of shawntae. She was on the softball team for Valley (that's where I go to school) and she made it and also did I and her and I were helping our team with everything and we made all the scores for our team. Danielle Nunez was also on the team and we were always togeather. And then she wasn't actrully there  she was an angel. We would ask her can other people see you she  said just a few people can like you,Danielle,my Mom,Patrick,and Patrick Jr. Then I said really and she said well my family can to thats all. Then she said God's calling me see you tommrow. So we hug and went into the sky. Close

Its almost time  / Cara Baca (Friend)
hey tae its almost time for the new year it makes me feel sad i hope u have a good 2007! i'm not suppse to cry cuz ur up there wanting me to be happy i hope clara,patrick,and patrick jr. have the most fun. i love you all and have happy new year she's ur angel i heavur our angel tae Close

MERRY CHRISTMAS  / REINA VALENCIA (COUSIN)
JUST WANTED TO SAY MERRY CHRISTMAS SHAWNTAINA-PAINA! I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE YOUR MON,PATRICK AND PJ CAME TO GRANDMAS! IT STILL WASNT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU THOUGH! BUT I KNOW YOU WERE THERE IN SPIRIT! I LOVE YOU!! Close

MISSING YOU  / REINA VALENCIA (COUSIN)
HEY TAE, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD IT IS WITHOUT YOU HERE FOR THE HOLIDAYS! AND IT MAKES IT HARDER WITH YOU MOM NOT COMING AROUND,PLEASE SPEAK TO HER AND HELP HER TO GET STRONGER AND COME BACK TO US WE MISS HER AND PJ AND PATRICK! I LOVE YOU SHAWNTAE AND MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME I ALWAYS WILL HAVE THIS HOLE IN MY HEART! I HOPE YOUR LOOKING DOWN ON US AND SEEING HOW MUCH WE HURT FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU AND GOD BLESS! OH YEAH AND I HOPE YOU LIKE THE CHRISTMAS TREE THAT WE PUT UP FOR YOU! : ) Close

I LOVE YOU  / REINA VALENCIA (COUSIN)

YOU HAVE BEEN ON MY MIND ALL DAY TODAY,I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND IT SEEMS LIKE ITS GETTING HARDER AND HARDER EVERY DAY!! I NEED YOU TO TALK TO ME SHAWNTAINA-PAINA! JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!

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WISHING YOU WERE HERE  / REINA (COUSIN)

IM SITTING HERE WITH YOU ON MY MIND LIL' CUZ, LIFE IS JUST NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU AND ITS CRAZY BECAUSE INSIDE I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT YOUR GONE! I MISS YOU SO MUCH SHAWNTAINA-PAINA AND I JUST WISH YOU COULD COME BACK TO USE,IF THERE WAS ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT I CAN HAVE IT WOULD BE FOR YOU TO COME BACK HOME TO US! I MISS YOU DEARLY TAE TAE!

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Thank you friends and family -  / Patrick, Carla And PJ (Family)
We would like to thank everyone who participated in the Pennies From Heaven penny drive – from collecting the pennies, counting the pennies and rolling the pennies! Over $500 in pennies was collected in memory of Shawntae and will be used to sponsor kids to play baseball or softball at North Valley Little League.

Words cannot express our gratitude for everyone’s thoughts, prayers, love and support. 

We Love you and God Bless!
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Happy Thanksgiving Hita  / Nina Glenda
Hi Hita,

Well here we are another Thanksgiving without you  and it just gets harder and harder.  

I hope you, Auntie Mary, and Grandpa Max are going to have a great Thanksgiving in Heaven.

What I am most Thankful for today is the times we all spent together, I miss you more then word will ever be able to express.

I Love You Hita.

Nina

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basketball games  / Marissa Valencia (cuz)
hey sup shawn just wanted to tell u that yesturday the 7th grade basketball team(my team) from bernalillo won their first game, it was 21 to 3. boy we wooped em'. i scored more then half of our points. i made 4 points off of free throws, three 3 pointers, and two layups(4 points). it was all for u and every fall and foul that i took was for u and all the hard times ive been through without u. peaceoutn homie love u for life Close