MISSING U  / Sierra Chavez (sis/cousin)

Hey shawn its sierra i know i havent wrote in awhile and im sorry sometimes i just know what to say. the holidays are coming up and it is so hard i miss u running toward me and jumping to give me hug god i miss that so much there is so much i have to tell u and so much stuff we need to do with each other i know u are with me all the time but it just isn the same well i love and miss u so much ttyl
love you chicken butt

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I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH !!!!!!  / REINA VALENCIA (COUSIN)

YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND LIL CUZ BUT THE PAST FEW DAYS IT HAS BEEN HITTING ME PRETTY HARD I JUST BREAK DOWN AND CRY FOR YOU JUST HOPEING THAT YOU CAN HEAR ME!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!! WE ALL WENT TRICK-OR-TREATING TOGETHER FOR HALLOWEEN AND IT JUST WASNT THE SAME ITS LIKE OUR FAMILY IS EMPTY AND SMALL WITHOUT YOU,AND I WISH YOU WERE WITH US BUT HEY I TOOK YOU TRICK-OR-TREATING WITH ME,YUP I WORE YOUR SHIRT SO YOU CAN JOIN US!! WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY!!

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For Shawntae and Carla  / Friend
I pray for you and your mom every day. Angel Girl, as my daughters transform from girls to women my heart breaks for you and your mom. I know God has a plan for you, Shawntae and that is why he called you home to be with him, but it is difficult to see my beautiful girls become women and to know your mom will never share that with you. Sweetie stay close to your mom and let her know you are always there. I will always pray for the two of you. You are loved and dearly missed here on earth Angel Girl. Fly high today in those beautiful clouds over New Mexico. Close

dont know  / Marissa Valencia (cuz)
hey sup shawn i miss u soooooooo much i made the basketball team it was all for u shawn i remember that one day when we were playin b-ball(it was ur life,in a way) and i asked what college u wanted to go 2, and u said that u wanted to go to colorado state and i said i wanted to go to north carolina. u said no lets go to colorado state together so we could both be known for basketball at the same school. i still will do that, even though we cant go togethwer in flesh u can go with me in spirit and still in my heaRT YOU WILL BE KNOWN AS THE BEST BASKETBALL PLAYER EVER KNOWN. LOVVVVVVE UU SHAWN, PLZ WATCH OVER ME Close

i looooove you shawn the bomb  / Marissa Valencia (cuz)
hey shawntae im here in 1st period thinking about u scriminisin over your pictures. i try to hold back my tears but i cant their too important to keep in. when will the day come when our eyes meet again. i remember when we used to get into sooo much trouble and we would do stupid things like jump off the bus, climb on the tree to get to the roof, and of course one time we got out some shovels and started to dig out a dinosour foot. that was funny. why cant we be doing that stuff now, well when i see you again i will break down inside cause u were the nicest, prettiest, strongest cousin ever. cant wait i loooooovvvvveeee you sooooooooo much shawn, hek i love u more then i love my own mom Close

WE LOVE YOU  / REINA VALENCIA (COUSIN)



WE MISS YOU SHAWNTAIN-PAINA!! SAVANNAH AND I SEND OUR LOVE TO YOU UP ABOVE! Close

SHAWNTAINA-PAINA / Reina Valencia (Big Cousin )
I MISS YOU DEARLY MY LIL' CUZ! MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY,BUT I TRY TO STAY STRONG BECAUSE I KNOW THATS WHAT YOU WOULD WANT! MY LAST MEMORY OF YOU FLASHES THROUGH MY MIND EVERY DAY, IT WAS FOR YOURS AND MARISSA'S ALL-STAR GAMES AND YOU CAME TO MY APARTMENT AND WE WERE LAUGHING AND TEASING EACH OTHER LIKE WE ALWAYS DO!I HURT FOR YOU SO MUCH AND I CANT WAIT TIL THE DAY COMES FOR US TO MEET AGAIN MY LOVE!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SHAWTAINA-PAINA!! WE ALL MISS YOU DEARLY! SAVANNAH IS GETTING SO BIG AND I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO GET TO KNOW HER BETTER BUT I WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE INSIDE HER HEART AND MINE! WE LOVE YOU AND WE KNOW YOUR WATCHING OVER US! Close

Though you are gone....Your memories still live on..  / Craft Medrano (friend)
To me tae never fully left and yes there maybe those who argue with me...but as long as we keep her alive inside of us she will never be....I always remember tae as the one if you werent laughing or smiling she would change that...She is a very beautiful person inside and out... Most people knoe that I am not one for praying, but every time I get the chance I do talk to her and know she is listening...And for her parents I am still sorry, But you are strong and you know she loves you....and if there is anything I can still do I am willing to do it....... Close

Ever Since You Left  / Marissa V. (Cuz)
Ever since you left me all alone, it has been so boring I could hear my stomach moan.  Every night I groan with the fear that one day you wouldn't be here.  I broke down in tears when I found you left this this lonely world.  When there was no answer, it killed, a little part of my heart.  I felt your stiff, cold body against the wamth of my hand.  I didn't want you to go but it was God's demand. Close

Season Changes  / Mom

Sweetie,

Although I miss you every moment of every day, when the seasons change, it makes it more intense.  Just missing you...................

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MISSING YOU!!!  / VERONICA ALARCON (TEAMMATE)

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I Miss You!!!  / Nina Glenda (Godmother)
Hi Hita, this poem is for you cause I Miss You A whole bunch:

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,!
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will l always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn! 't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out t o be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay
>And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today. 



I am glad I got to tell you I Love you everytime I saw you, thats what I miss the most that now I can't hug and hold you and tell you how much I Love YOU!!!  I Miss you Hita More then words will ever be able to express.. Close

To my beautiful angel  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )
Dear Shawntae I jus wanted to tell u that i love u with all my heart and I miss u so much.The pain from losing you still hasn't went away.It's really hard for me knowing you will never come back so I can't even imagine Carla and the rest of your family.I still to this day think of u 24/7.Your always on my mind, every memory we had together.Most people think I'm ok now thats its been a little over a year but they really dont know how bad it still hurts.Sometimes in the morning I dont wanna get up knowing I wont be able to see u that day, or the next.I can't fall asleep at night because I jus lay there and think of u.We went to go visit u on August 22 in Bernalillo that day was really hard.I didnt want to do anything at all besides sit there and cry while I stared at your pictures.Seeing u the day of the rosary in that casket still haunts me everyday because of how hard it was to see u like that.One day I know we will be together again and thats what keeps me going is knowing that one day will come even if its not soon, it will come.That day will be the perfect day to be able to see u again Shawntae.Thats all I want.You meant so so much to me, Tae u meant the world to me and more.I'm understanding why God took u.Its because you were an Angel sent down to all of us and he wanted someone as special and great as u up there with him.I love u Shawntae and you too Carla and taes family.I hope u always u know I'm here for u guys no matter what.God Bless you and your family 
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thinking of you  / Rachel Romero (friend)
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MY HEART IS WITH YOU  / Rose McPhee Leo's Mom
TO SHAWNTAE I AM SORRY YOU PLAYED THIS GAME WHEN MY SON ASKED ME IF I KNOW WHAT SPACE MONKEY WAS I SHOULD HAVE KNOW INSTEAD I FOUND MY 16 YEARD OLD SON TWO AFTER HE ASKED ME,I NEVER KNEW THIS GAME EVEN EXCIST.BUT WHAT I DO KNOW OR BELIEVE IS THAT ALL THE BEAUTIFUL  ANGEL ARE HAPPY JUMPING OFF WATERFALLS AND LAUGHTING SO HARD AND YOU ARE ALL SENDING YOUR FAMILIES TONS OF LOVE
SO PRECIOUS ANGEL WITH YOUR TIARA MADE FROM THE STARS ABOVE SHINE YOUR BEAUTY TONIGHT ,LIGHT UP THE SKY WITH THAT ADORABLE SMILE OF YOURS,
    IF YOU SEE MY SON PLEASE TELL HIM I LOVE HIM AND I MISS HIM VERY MUCH ,SHAWNTAE  WRAP YOUR ARMS AROUND YOUR FAMILY NIGHTLY THEY MISS AND LOVE YOU TOO Close

one year  / Sarah Lasner (friend)
i dont no how much more i can take wit one u hunney
i misss u so much!!!
im goin to visit u tis weekend babe 
i want u to no i love u A LOT 
bibi sweetie
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God Bless You Carla, Patrick, PJ and Family  / Dorese Ramsey And Family (Friend)
I just want to say that you are all and have been in our prayers.  I can't believe we've been without Shawntae for a year, its too long. I miss her so much! May the dear LORD carry you still, and be with you all.

In His Love,
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I MISS U AS MORE AND MORE  / SIERRA CHAVEZ (sis/cousin)
HI shawntae today is one year u have been gone i cant belive it where did time go it seems as time should stop since u have been gone but time dosent work that way it flys by as if there is no 2marrow. sometimes i wish there was no 2marrow so i could see u one last time but ill carry on and keep u close to my heart and know that u will always be by myside in times of need. well i love u so much and i cant tell u how much i miss u things arent the same with out u i love u always and forever 
sierra chavez 
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One year today........  / Basketball Friend (Basketball Friend )
Tae,

I can't even believe that it has been a year today.  I remember the call, and the immediate feeling of emptiness.  I pray for the healing of your family and the eternal happiness you deserve.  Your presence is still felt everyday........

May you rest in peace Beautiful TAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Close

Hi Tae!  / Antionette Perea (Best Friend )
This past year was unbeleiveable! I can't believe you're gone. I wake up each day with you on my mind. I want to fulfill both of our dreams and goals. I know you're still here with us each day but i can't take it anymore! i'm starting to forget and it's scaring me! I don't want to forget ANYTHING!!! I want everyone to know that i love you with all my heart and you are on my mind 24/7! I love you and can't wait to see you again!

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