fallin apart  / Sarah Lasner (friend)
what do i do when it all falls apart babe?
im fallin apart wit out u hun!!!!!!!
i miss u 
i love u tae
i no ur still here with us.
sweetdreams love <3
sarah
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Missing You Dearly!!  / Amanda Martinez (1st Cousin )
Hey Shawntae, I just wanted to say I miss you very much! It's hard to believe that this time last year you were coming to sleep at my house and go with me to work. I miss you so much Shawntae!! Isaiah and I have a new addition to our family. Her name is Eliana.  Your mom and dad baptized her so that means she's your godsister. I know you would have loved to meet her. However, I do also know that you played a part in helping God send us our little miracle. Because you are our very own angel and you're always watching over us and keeping us all safe. We all miss you so much, but we know that even though you are not here with us physically, your spirit will forever be in our hearts. I love you Shawntae!! Close

i dont no how to say...  / Sarah Lasner (friend)
How much i miss u babe!!!!! i no u dont want me to cry im sory babe! every1 misses u so much!!! will u come back just once just to say bye? i love u!!!!!!!!!!!
take care of camba ma dog 4 me k? tell him i love him 2 k? i no u will love him and u need him more then i do!!!1i love u Shawntae!!!!!! u no it 2.
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your smile  / Tiffany Gonzales (best friend )

Your smile was like a rainbow
That brought jot into my life
Your smile was always there
To comfort me in times of sorrow

Your eyes were like an ocean
Great in size and in beauty
Your eyes seemed to make things better
But it was only an illusion

Your face was like a sunset
Telling me everything would be okay
Your face said we’d be together forever
And I believed – That’s why we met

But then death came knocking at your door
And you had that awful wreck
I knew your face had lied to me
We wouldn’t be together anymore

I’ll never be able to forget that day
I think it was all my fault
For it was me you were coming to see
On that terrible day in May

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Without You  / Mom
Shawntae,

my heart and soul ache every day without you!  I miss your smile, your crazy ideas, your smell, your touch and your life.  I was wrong, there are some things in life that can never be fixed.  My heart can never be fixed.  I love you sweetie!  You are in every thought I think and every breath I take.  Sweet dreams! Close

its going to be hard w/ out you there  / Cara Baca (a friend )

hey tae i'm going to valley next year for high school. i'm going to think of you when i start. tae plz help me find some good friends like you and danielle. i can't imagine starting high school. its going to be hard. just let me be relaxed.let me have a good year. well  u. bye!!!

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**ANGEL TAE IN HEAVEN** WATCH OVER US  / Patrick Sanchez Jr. (Brother)
I know you are beyond the stars and the universe....... Beyond  anything else we can imagine, you are with The Almighty Father in Heaven. You are doing Special work for our Lord and you are always watching over us! Please take care of  Mom and Dad.  I love you sister and miss you dearly. 
-PJ
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Jus wanted to say i love u  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )
Hey Shawntae I jus wanted to tell u that i love u so much and that earlier I was looking through our folder of our notes and those drawings u drew me.It was so sad to see all that stuff it was like u were here again wit me.I also read some notes I wrote to myself after u died out of a diary.I love u Shawntae u still mean so much to me even know your not here wit us.I really wanted to go see your family but lately its been so busy wit skul ending and everything.This summer I was gonna go to NYSP like we did last year but it would be so sad to be there without u.Well you and your family are in my prayers! I love u wit everything and hope ur resting in peace.
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I MISS U  / SIERRA CHAVEZ (SIS,CUZ)

 hey sis its me man i miss u so much i only have 4 days left of school then i get to walk the line but it is going to be so hard wiht out u there 2 cheer me on it seems like just yesterday we were kids and now i am already out of school and u arent here to celebrate it with me, i get really sad when i think of the stuff that is coming up cuz shawntae u were suppose to be there sometimes i cant handel it and cry so hard i know u will be there in spirt but it is just no the same well i better go i love u so much and miss u more than the world would ever know  .ps plzz keep 62 safe. love alway sierra chavez

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hey tae tae!!!!  / Ashley Gibboney (good friend )

hey tae i jus wanted to stop by and tell u tht i love n miss u so much!gosh evryday gets harder!like its already gna b 9 months!thats crazy!the mornin i found out i got a call!my mom called me n told me.i cant rlly describe how i felt!it kinda wuz like no tht cant happen its a dream.somethin like tht!but i jus wish u could come back!i cant wait until its my time to go cuz i wanna see ur beautiful face again!i miss seein tht!somethimes i break down n cry 4 no reason maybe its cuz i miss u!well i better go i jus wanted to tell u how i feel i love u so much!i muss u!love ya!

:ash

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To Shawntae  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )
Dear Shawntae,
   Every single day without  you makes life so much worse.Each and everyday gets harder without u.I wake up every morning and I dont wanna get up because I know your still not here and your gone.I know nothing will ever bring u back to all of us but I would still do anything in the world to have u back here with us. Everytime I see any of your family or other friends I always expect to see u with them but your not.Or like whenever I go to your house to visit I expect you to come running down and open the door for us.But you dont.I'm always used to seeing your number on my caller id but its no longer there.Nothings the same without u Shawntae.Jus remember your always in my prayers, you and your family.I love u soooooooooooooooooo much
Love,
Danielle

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thanx / Cara Baca (friend)
hey tae thanx 4 nt letting me brake down 2day (may 3rd) when i went to ur school. when i saw steph 2day OMG i thought  of u by her side. i was going to cry but you wouldn't want me to cry u would want me to be happy ! but all i know is that u were truly by steph's side your our angle  from heaven. your sprit is every where w/ us but OMG i miss you ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
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much. every single time i come i want to cry but i know is that your w/ my grandma,cousin,and selena. ms.lopez and i were sad cuz we were at your high school. i thought i saw ur mommy on the city bus w/ us.well g2g bye love you god bless you and family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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hey girl  / Veronica Alarcon (bball teamate )
Hey Taester!!! How have you been up there in heaven??? Well down here I am doing very well I guess. But I am missing you so much. it is hard with out you here. My best friend, Stephanie, is pregnant. Remember her. She played basketball with us on the fastbreak team. But yeah my life is good besides that. But ummm just watch over your mom and dad and brother. Make sure they are all right. To Carla, Patrick, and little Patrick, Shawntae is in a better place she is happy and she would want you to be happy also. Well later taester. LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND ALWAYS MISSING YOU!!!!! Close

hey tae  / Nick Montano (friend)
hey tae wats going on so hows life in heven i hope its good bcuz down here it just sucks i miss u so much tae i wish u were still here with us it jus keeps geting harder and harder with out u here......................so i will talk later i'll see u in the end
good bye 4 now 

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my love  / Sarah Lasner (friend)
oh love y did u leave me i miss u soooooooo much tae y please help me i miss u and i cant stop cryinn help babe i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Close

tae,family,and friends can read  / Cara Baca (friend)
hey tae on wednesday (may 3rd) is going to be hard because i'm going on a field trip to ur high school. can u plz tae make steph go to school put in her heart to go.newayz just help me from not cring. its so hard not to think about you. when i heard when i was going to valley high school i just got shocked. cuz that's where you went  to school. i feel when i get there i'm going to just drop on my knees and cry. but i know you want me to be happy. i  u w/ all my heart tae.well i have to go ; love you.

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Hey Beautiful Shawntae  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )
Hey Beautiful I jus wanted to tell u and ur family i love u so much more than anything.Shawntae it's so hard without  you I swear everyday gets harder without you.As the days pass more memories of us come in my head and I'm always thinking about u nonstop.I always wish I could have u back even for jus a minute so I could give you one last hug and to see your beautiful face again.You always made me happy and when I was sad you would always know what to do to cheer me up.But now I have no one except the memory of you.No one in my life was so special to me as a best friend besides you.People will ask me who is your best friend Danielle and I'll still say "Shawntae of course!" U mean alot to me and my life is gonna be incomplete until I get to be with you in Heaven again.I know that for a fact. Lately alot of my friends have been talking about you and it jus makes me so sad but at the same time I love talking to people about you.I tell them how great of a person you were to everyone and how now ur an Angel in Heaven watching over all of us.Alot of my friends also come up to me when they know I'm thinking about you and they give me a hug and tell me it's gonna be ok but Shawntae they don't understand how hard it is without u and how much i miss u. The other day I had a dream about u.When I was woken up from that dream I cried because I was actually talking to you and it felt like you were still here with me.But when i woke up i realized it was just a dream and it made me so sad.Do u remember how we always used to go to Calvary Church together?your mom would always take us and then one of the last times we went you bought me my very own bible.Its so special to me.Shawntae you and your family are in my prayers I love and miss u so much
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Today / Mom
Shawntae,  what we would be doing today if you were here -   You would probably have a softball game.  Me, your dad and PJ would be in full gear with our chairs and snacks watching you and cheering for you.  Tonight we might go to a movie, visit friends, watch movies at home, or take you and a friend to the movies or the mall.  

What we are really doing today - sitting outside thinking about you and what we would be doing if you were here.  Taking flowers to your gravesite, missing you and asking why. .

What are you doing today?  Singing with the angels?  Praising God?  Watching us?  Living in eternal happiness and joy?  Close

hey tae  / Nick Montao (friend)

hey tae watsup u dont no how much life sucks with out u here still.  its so hard 2 belive that ur really gone and as much as we dont want to belive it its so hard to face that it is the truth i no now that god only takes the best friends or family and i still think that u were to young to leave us tae but i guess that god didnt think so.   life is hard but now its even harder with out u here and each day gets harder and harder with out u here i will love and miss u 4erver shawntae and i will see u heven someday but until then lifes going to suck

NICK MONTANO  

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I MISS U SO MUCH IT HURTS :(...  / SIERRA CHAVEZ (SIS-FIRST COUSIN )
hey sis its me ihad a really really hard nite last nite i am not sure why but i just cried for along time and couldnt stop it was strange but i know u are up there watching over meso i have no fears i just miss u so much it hurts sometimes by the way easter sucked it was the worst easter i have ever had in my whole life not even kidding well better let u go love and miss u so much always and forever your sister and cousin sierra chavez Close