I miss you!!!!!  / Rachel Romero (friend)

Hey tae! i have been thinking about you sooo much i will never ever for get you. well softball season started and im on juans team again but i guess its ok. i really didnt wana play this year because i have been tho alot lately. but i promised you dat i wuold play that is the only reason y im doing this. its really sad to be at the fields bcuz it brings back alot of memories me, you and danielle had. you were a really good friend to me even tho me and u weren't that close but u ment so much to me. i wish we were closer but im still glad we met. i have been tho alot lately. i have been going to counseling since september so im really trying to get better. i think about everything u use to tell me and i think about how much u use to worry about me but im really doing better. Tae ur family needs you to watch over them they miss you sooo much. i really want to go visit you carla and patrick hopefully soon i can go visit you. carla and patrick you all mean sooo much to me. i knew you will get tho this. just think that tae wants you still to go on with life and still enjoy it. well i guess i should this now GOD BLESS YOU carla,patrick, pj and family you all are in my prayers i love you all. Tae i love you sooo much this words cant even explain. i miss you soo much watch over us all my guardian angel.

       Love always and 4ever,
           Rachel

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Hey Girl! How's Heaven?  / Alyx Morimoto (Friend)
Hey Shawntae,
I rememberes a while ago that you hadd wanted me to call you over the summer after you saw my arm! i am so sorry i never called! i really really regret not calling! i could have used someone to talk to that summer! i know that i wasnt one of your closest friends or anything, but i miss you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! i never understood death! i think we should all stay together till the end of time! then we can go to Heaven with our close friends! i know you're in a better place but we all wish we could be with you! its too depressing here on earth without you! I will always love you! i pray for your family all the time! watch over them Tae, and please watch over Danielle too! she's so sad without you! she reminds me so much of you though! you taught her well! for real you did! she is so nice just like you! im glad you were such good of friends! im just sorry you had to leave each other! i will see you in my dreams and when i look at the stars! i love you always!

Alyx

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Carla, Patrick, & Little Patrick,
I hope you are all safe! i will keep praying for you! hang in there and keep your heads up! Shawntae is keeping you safe! she wont let you down! i know she wont! Close

To:Carla,Patrick,and Baby Patrick  / Cara Baca (Buddy)

Hey Carla,Patrick,and Baby Patrick,

She's in a better place than us. She's up in heaven watching you. She loves you. She wants you to be happy not sad! She wants you to be happy cause you'll see her some day. She's thinking of you now that she loves you to be happy. I want you to hear my peom "she's with us her sprit a waiting her sprit is with you. She's been with you where ever you go" God Bless Your Family! Your always in my prayers!

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TO you Shawntae I hope Your happy  / Mariah Maes (none)
this is a prayer I made up: Please donot be sad be happy and strong there for she is in a better place. Donot fear will she will go, there for she will be up with God in the heavenly clouds above, wathching over and loving all. Close

TO you Shawntae I hope Your happy  / Mariah Maes (none)
this is a prayer I made up: Please donot be sad be happy and strong there for she is in a better place. Donot fear will she will go, there for she will be up with God in the heavenly clouds above, wathching over and loving all. Close

Thank you for being our guardian angel  / Friend

Some days are hard and doing the right thing is not always easy but it helps to know that your beautiful smile is always right there above my shoulder.  It makes these hard decision easier knowing your with us.  You are loved and oh so dearly missed by all who had the pleasure of knowing you during your very short time on this earth.  Keep smiling angel girl you and your family are always in my prayers..

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you are always in my heart  / Sierra Chavez (sister(1cousin))

hey sis just wanted to stop by and say hi what marissa said abotu the soul not wanting us to be sad all the time i so agree with i know u would hate 4 me to sit around and do nothing u want me to be happy and never foget u but do move on cuz there is no doubt in my head that i will see u again and when i do u better remeber me or else lol to me it is like u are not even gone u are in my heart head and i know u are with me in spirt i know u are wiht me when i need u and i know i can talk to u even though i may not get a answer back but trust me i miss u so much we were suppose to do everything together ans i know u will be there but with graduation coming up i am really going to need ur help to keep me strong cuz u ahve no idea how hard that is going to be with out u well i better let u go i just wanted to say i love and miss u sleep good with the angels and remember just beaucse i dont cry alot does not mean i do not miss u cuz trust me half of me is gone and always will be till i see u again so love u watch over us k
i love u tons
sierra
ps i am sorry i got freaked out when u use to tell me u loved me i regret not saying it back so if i could say i love u a millons of times i would <3

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I love u with all my heart  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )
Hey Tae I'm sorry I haven't wrote u in a while i havent had internet I just watched that video of your birthday party for the first time that was so hard to see.The pain so so deep without you.I love you so much its just too hard without you everyday just gets worse.Nothing in my life is good without you.Until that day when God takes me I will be sad and lonely without you but i know in my heart it will be worth the wait.Today we went to go see you and just seeing all that stuff you have on your grave and remembering the day of your funeral when I would never be able to see your beautiful face again all that is just so hard.I cant stop missing you I cry everyday when I think of you and all our memories.On Friday I went with Alyx to that Riverdance at Popejoy Hall at UNM.The minute I saw UNM I bursted out into tears because thats where me and u went to that program NYSP.Seeing that place again was so heartbreaking just knowing the last summer we were there together having fun. Shawntae no one knows how much I love you.You meant so much to me and you were why I was happy you made everything worth while and fun.When I was having a bad day you cheered me up.You were a gift from God the minute you came into this world and your family knows that.Your so special and no one can replace you, my best friend.The only one I could talk to and trust and the only one who understood me is gone.I pray for you everynight.You and your family.The other day me and ashley went to go visit your family.Its really hard to see your mom like that.I love you Carla so much!You and your family are all in my prayers.Its so sad to be in your house and know that before me and u were always there hanging out with eachother. Seeing your room and your yard and just mainly your house makes me wanna fall to the floor and cry my eyes out and never leave your house I feel so safe there.Like maybe your there with me.Just  know that I love you and miss you alot and hope your having a great time with Jesus!
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Messages From your cuz Marissa  / Marissa Valencia (close cousin )
Hey waz up Shawntae me not much just hangin out in this crazy world, it is kind of boring without you around, but i can make. i just wanted to let you know that this whole world misses you, but i feel like a part of my soul, heart and body is missing and i feel empty inside. Robert and i are always talking about you in 3rd period. Alot of people ask me who that pretty girl is on my shirt when i where it. Quite a few people sit around all day and weep about a loss that they've had, but i believe that if someone dies that, that person would not want anyone to cry all day they would want the people to go out and do what they do best. i know that you knew alot of people and they miss you alot but i bet you that half of those people only like you because you are cool. There are only a few people in this world we can trust and i trusted you with all my heart. Well, gotta go, L8TERZ. Close

Memories / Amanda Apodaca (cuz)
Shawntae, hey this is mandy i just wanted to let you know that i miss you and love you i know that you are  watching over me and all of your family i have lots of memories of me and you together and how you always asked me to get you a Dr.Pepper and if i didnt you would be mad at me so just remember that any time you want a Dr.Pepper i will always be happy to get you one.so i love you and miss you love mandy. Close

shawntae my beautifl angel  / Sarah Lasner (friend)
hey my love everything so weried rit now i miss u and been thinking of u like crazy theres a lot i want to say but cant think of it cause all ithink about is u rit now well g2g love u lots byebye Close

You are a beautiful angel  / Passerby
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hey / Natasha Mestas (friend)
hey tea hows it goen? everybody seems to be doing better now that we realized that ur always gona be here with us, watching us, and healping us get threw each day love always **tasha** Close

FOREVER IN MY HEART MY ANGEL-TAE  / Patrick Sanchez (Dad)
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ANGEL GIRL  / MOM OF A. FRIEND
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this school brings memories  / Cara Baca (Buddy)
i'm having a hard time Tae! can you help me through life!i miss you!well g2g!love you god bless you! Close

Dear Shawntae  / Danielle Nunez (Best Friend )

Dear Shawntae,
 Every minute without you gets harder and every minute just knowing all the pain your family has to go through.It's so hard to know that and not know how to make them feel better. I know it's not my fault but sometimes I feel like I should have done something different since I was with you that night before you died.I would do anything to take all this pain away.It's still hard to know that your really gone and never coming back.I know its true but I don't want it to be.I love you so much and your always in my heart.Every second of the day I'm thinking about you and I think of all the good times we had.We have so many memories.No one can ever replace you.Your so special to everyone and you mean so much and I think maybe that's why God wanted you up there in Heaven with him.Your truly an angel. I know your watching over everyone especially Carla.Everytime I need some one to talk to I just look up at the sky and I know your listening because your still the only one I could talk to.I love you with ALL my heart and I hope your having a great time with the Angels.God Bless You Tae and your loving family.Carla and Patrick, I'm sorry I havent been around lately I really want to see you and all your family soon it's just there is some stuff going on but i love you SOOOO much please dont ever forget that May God Bless You

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I LOVE U  / SIERRA CHAVEZ (SIS(1ST CUZ) )

HEY SIS ITS ME I JUST WANTED TO SAY HOW MUCH I MISS U AND THAT I LOVE U I HAVE BEEN DOING MUCH BETTER THAKS TO U ALWAYS BEING THERE WITH ME EVERTIME I HAVE A BAD DAY I KEEP MY HEAD UP AND PRY TO U THAT U WILL HELP ME AHVE A BETTER DAY AND AS LONG AS I KNOW I WILL SEE U AGAIN SOMEDAY BRIGHTENS MY DAY WELL I BETTER LET U GO I JUST WANTED TO THANK U AND DONT EVER FORGET HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS U PLZ ALWAYS BE WITH ME THROUGH WHAT EVER I MAY DO
ALWYAS YOUR SISTER AND CLOSEST CUZ
SIERRA CHAVEZ <3 <3 :) *-------------)

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Carla & Patrick  / Alyx Morimoto (Friend)
Hi, I'm sorry i havent written to you in so long! it's been to hard to see these pictures and have all the flash backs! I've been praying for you to find peace and for Shawntae to protect you! i know she always will watch over you! I hope you are doing at least a little bit better! life is to hard when you lose someone that close to you! I wish this never could of happened but we will all have to live through it and try to live life to the fullest!

God Bless,
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